the one i'll carry my entire life

today is my regular day..
unemployed...sitting at home...golek-golek di sofa, finishing reading my novel...waiting for the cable-man to fix our tv cable...

then, after 5pm, my day is not so regular anymore..
i finally face her..the 'tuan punya kedai' aka Ms Right-All-The-Time!

it doesnt matter the outcome of my confrontation..
what i know, i fought my battle.

when i ask her "what is your guarantee that this time wont be like the last time?"
she didnt answer me directly...nope, she didnt answer my question at all.
she began to tell her ulek mayang storey, began to blame some other person, strictly said that it is not her fault...yada-yada-yada...deep in my heart, i knew i've won my battle.

dear Ms Right-All-The-Time,
you cannot blame me, just because you have no one else to blame, or i'm the easy target, or i have never fought you before, that you are just looking for a skip-goat to clean all your mess!
just because i respect you, didnt mean i have to clean all your smelly cake..
it is not my fault if you have a communication default with your EVERY other employee..
i may not be loud, but i have my voice..even in silent..
i may not as nasty as a devil, but i am also not as sweet as an angel 

you do all the crappy things to me...
well, even the silence has its end.

now, it doesnt bother me how this will end or lead to.
and it does not even bother me to hear 'sorry' from you.
but dont you worry, i will never delete you from my phonebook or even memory
cause i've learn the greatest lesson from you...oh yess, that lesson is you!