Setiap kali apa sahaja berkenaan lelaki itu timbul, seribu satu perasaan yang muncul dalam hati ni. Nak benci, nak marah, nak kesian,..... tapi tak pernah sekali pun nak sayang.
this is all caused by an irresponsible divorce.
after all, he is our father. bond by blood. janji Allah, ikatan tu sampailah ke akhirat. i hate liars, and the most natural liars i knew is the one blood which flows all over my body.
bukan setakat masa hidup, sampai lah ke akhir usia dia masih menafikan hak kami sebagai anak dia yang sah. apa hina sangat kami ni?
he's the reason i've never overcome my confidence and trust issue.
the reason of so many conflict of life choices.
and now, when i almost forgotten of your existence, your name reappear. and all those roller coaster of emotions starts again.
do i still want to be the revengeful daughter..
or a daughter of syariah compliant?
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