buat baik
daripada rasa awkward
sampai kau rasa its a self reward
buat baik
ada hari you really need that kindness
ada hari you long for human touch
cause you know that you don't know how to interact with them
and you feel anxiety when talk to other people
too many voices in your head
and you cant think straight
you cant walk straight
and most of your words are bitter and grey
and you know you never intended so
it just have been that way for too long
you didn't even remember when all these starts
buat baik
as your religion told you so
as it was a necessity to live and breath
until it becomes your basic instinct
just like that little voice who ask your lips to seal shut
every time you talk more than a sentence
buat baik
until those shyness go away
it becomes lesser and lesser awkward for every good deed i promise you
for most, those good deed is for the needy
but in your case,
you are indeed the needy.