at night, i look at my husband's face... will he stick by me... no matter what? i surely hope he did.. but at present, i have a feeling that he won't. i don't know why. maybe because he don't usually show his feeling, or maybe he just literally have no feeling. hmm.
my kids.. i don't think that they stay as well. Of course i will teach them to be good, nice, respect the elder thingy... but by the time i am too sick, and ugly and messy and they have other things to do and achieve in life, i don't think i am matters anymore. Or if they really wanted to but they have no time and opportunity to really takes care of me. like me and my mother... hmm.
i opt for a hospital.. or an old folks home.. or a private retirement home. tak susahkan sesiapa.
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