you asked me how i manage to cook in the morning before going to work
i replied that i dont do much makeup on my face
you asked me how i manage to cook everyday in the morning before going to work
i replied that sometimes i do have my lazy days and i just drop in McDonalds for food
so, if i am lazy every single day
i do have to feed my family junk food every days
which is why i choose to cook most of the time
life is to be celebrated. we are each other's keepers. we are the guardian of humanity. we are who we are. we are you and me. and when you think that you are now old and wiser. think again. you might still afraid of the dark.
Friday, October 28, 2016
Wednesday, October 26, 2016
penumpang
adat menumpang.. bila ada apa-apa perkara yang terjadi, you will be the last one to know. bila ada perkara-perkara yang perlu dibincangkan, you are never invited to the round table. bila ada perkara-perkara tahi lagi menjijikkan, you are the first one to be blame.
adatlah.. kalau dah menumpang.
pejam mata, tutup telinga.
kalau tak, kau yang depresi.
p/s: i just want a place on my own. a place i can call MY HOME.
adatlah.. kalau dah menumpang.
pejam mata, tutup telinga.
kalau tak, kau yang depresi.
p/s: i just want a place on my own. a place i can call MY HOME.
Wednesday, October 19, 2016
Friday, October 14, 2016
you are who you are
they say, you have a family, then bits and pieces of you will go away one by one... until eventually you won't recognize yourself anymore.
but i think, through the time, people change. all people change.
for better or worse.
we all change.
but i think, through the time, people change. all people change.
for better or worse.
we all change.
Wednesday, October 12, 2016
those days ahead
This week, i keep on wondering... sapa akan jaga aku when i'm too old and ugly.. when i am sick, and sickening everybody and on my deathbed.. who will have have the patience to take care of me?
at night, i look at my husband's face... will he stick by me... no matter what? i surely hope he did.. but at present, i have a feeling that he won't. i don't know why. maybe because he don't usually show his feeling, or maybe he just literally have no feeling. hmm.
my kids.. i don't think that they stay as well. Of course i will teach them to be good, nice, respect the elder thingy... but by the time i am too sick, and ugly and messy and they have other things to do and achieve in life, i don't think i am matters anymore. Or if they really wanted to but they have no time and opportunity to really takes care of me. like me and my mother... hmm.
i opt for a hospital.. or an old folks home.. or a private retirement home. tak susahkan sesiapa.
Wednesday, October 5, 2016
things to remember
this might seems ancient.. but i will encourage all my kids to write a journal/blog/diary about themselves. for all i know, it is as good as a mirror. for all the good or bad.
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