Easy Tuesday

Assalamualaikum..

It's Tuesday morning. I met my Boss early in the morning. He ask me how was married life, and to my surprise, he also shares some tips and tricks within marriage..

And lucky me, I got leniency to go for 30-45mins of coffee time on my own during office hour, OFICIALLY!

Oh Boss, you make my day!!

#2) Birthday rambling...... BUCKET LIST BEFORE 30's

Assalamualaikum..

Setelah fikir panjang-panjang.. dan setelah buka mata yang aku ni bukannya muda lagi (walaupun di hati iolss sentiasa gila-gila remaja), aku dah decide untuk membuat perubahan dalam diri aku.

 

Jujurnya, aku penat mencari hala tuju.. hala tuju dalam karier, mahupun hala tuju dalam kehidupan.

 

Sentiasa nasihatkan orang cari matlamat dalam hidup. Kalau ada matlamat hidup, barulah direction a.k.a. hala tuju hidup akan makin jelas. Bila tergelincir atau terkehel di mana-mana, landasan atau base dah ada. Bangun dan kalau perlu merangkak, merangkaklah..kalau perlu mengengsot, mengensotlah! Janji kau dapat balik ke landasan yang asal.

 

Hari ini aku nak literalkan matlamat hidup aku... carrier wise.

 

1. Aku tak mahu selamanya jadi kuli. Target aku adalah to own my own income! (walaupun menjadi surirumah adalah lebih tempting... ok, abaikan.. aku masih belum financially independent lagi..masih banyak hutang.. so, tak boleh berangan yang itu!)
2. Upgrade diri untuk jadi marketable practitioner. So, before aku 30's aku akan pastikan yang aku amik kos-kos yang berkaitan. (aku nak apply untuk further study.. doakan semuanya lancar untuk aku yea!!)

 

Kerja itu adalah ibadah dan amanah. Setiap ibadah dijanjikan pahala. Setiap amanah adalah janji pada Allah. fuhh... berat sebenarnya tanggungjawab tu.

Langkah 1... cari BSN.. UITM intake application is open!! Zasssssssss~~~~ *terbang*
 

percikan api

I smell something fishy
But it was more like a burning smell
Is something burning?

the road not taken

 

Sape ingat lagi kat poem yang kita belajar subject English Literature masa skolah menengah dulu? Well, this is by far my favorite poem...up until now! Kalau korang tak ingat tu, maknanya mesti korang tidur masa Teacher ajar dulu kann... eleh, tok sah nak sorok muka larr.. :p

 

Poem ini khas buat aku dan korang-korang yang membaca. Semoga kita tabah melalui apa aja di hadapan kita. While regret is a reality that many face in his life, do not forget to embrace the experience and build up a better and tougher YOU!

 

 

The Road Not Taken

By Robert Frost 1874–1963

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,

And sorry I could not travel both

And be one traveler, long I stood

And looked down one as far as I could

To where it bent in the undergrowth;

 

Then took the other, as just as fair,

And having perhaps the better claim,

Because it was grassy and wanted wear;

Though as for that the passing there

Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay

In leaves no step had trodden black.

Oh, I kept the first for another day!

Yet knowing how way leads on to way,

I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh

Somewhere ages and ages hence:

Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—

I took the one less traveled by,

And that has made all the difference.

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obesiti rindu ... (sediakan tisu kalau perlu)

Rindunya.....

 

rindu nak menggunung

rindu nak berpeluh-peluh

rindu nak angkat beban sambil mendaki

rindu nak hirup oksigen direct daripada sources-nya

rindu nak buka checkpoint haram untuk refill energy

rindu nak makan meggi dalam hutan

rindu nak gaduh/merapu/nyanyi/menyesal/menyumpah seranah dengan hiking buddies yang lain

rindu nak bercinta dengan rasa kekaguman atas ciptaan Tuhan

rindu nak menggigil-gigil sejuk atas gunung

rindu nak minum direct air gunung

rindu nak baring-baring atas kapet hijau semulajadi

rindu dengan view panorama yang cantik daripada segenap angle

rindu nak berhujan dan berpanas di dalam hutan

rindu nak hidup seperti orang nomad

rindu nak mencabar ketahanan mental dan fizikal

rindu nak menguji kesabaran dengan trek yang saiko

rindu nak gelak guling-guling melayan buddy yang cranky

 

 

(*diam*)

 

 

(*diam lama*)

 

 

hmmm.....

tanggungjawab....tanggungjawab....tanggungjawab......................

 

 

entah bila kan terjawab rinduku ini..

 

 

 

 

p/s: sedih.. tapi tak mampu buat apa-apa.  jadinya, lukis simbol hati atas kertas. gulung. masukkan dalam botol. campak jauh-jauh dalam laut.

 

 

me.. Kinabalu, 2012

 

 

 

di kala bisikan Tuhan lebih daripada sekadar suara...

Di saat aku mengimpi perkara yang pada aku sudah cukup besar..
KAU jadikan ia lebih besar dan wayyyyy much bermakna.

Terima kasih TUHAN..
Sesungguhnya KAU maha mengetahui akan sesuatu.

Permudahkanlah jalan kami TUHAN..
Amin.


P/s: good things won't come for free. working towards the goal. 2015...... insyaAllah.

Blue Mosque @ Sultanahmet Camii, Istanbul ~ 24.9.2013

AVICII : Wake Me Up (..they don't like us.. why..? )

Feeling my way through the darkness
Guided by a beating heart
I can't tell where the journey will end
But I know where to start

They tell me I'm too young to understand
They say I'm caught up in a dream
Well life will pass me by if I don't open up my eyes
Well that's fine by me

[2x]
So wake me up when it's all over
When I'm wiser and I'm older
All this time I was finding myself
And I didn't know I was lost

I tried carrying the weight of the world
But I only have two hands
Hope I get the chance to travel the world
But I don't have any plans

Wish that I could stay forever this young
Not afraid to close my eyes
Life's a game made for everyone
And love is the prize

[2x]
So wake me up when it's all over
When I'm wiser and I'm older
All this time I was finding myself
And I didn't know I was lost

Didn't know I was lost
I didn't know I was lost
I didn't know I was lost
I didn't know

Istiklal Street, Turkey ~ 23.9.2013