this is a true story.. she' s a girl with so many dreams.. she grew up with love and hate.. she grow to become a cheerful, loving yet there's a hole in her heart.. very dark hole she kept down in her heart so no one is able to see...
time passes...none of her dreams come true.............(or should i say..yet?). she kept telling herself that she is doing fine. but she began to wonder, why are certain things are only for certain people. and why she can't be 'that' kind of person.
she's envy of time..it keeps running no matter what. she on the other hand always get stuck in the middle of the road..she keeps on pushing herself over the limit till she got worned off in order to be at 'par'..
who set the 'par'? no one had told her about it when she was once a happy girl and had so many dreams and plans ahead. no one had told her that she has to be humiliated, embarassed, fooled, hate, cry just to get back to the track.
she will never be the same person that she used to be.
she will never had dreams anymore..
no one will sing her lullaby..
she sings her own songs.
and when a friend ask her why she always said that she loves a fresh start, she will answer her "because i really need it".
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