kualiti vs kuantiti

lepas dah buka mulut kat dilss, lega sikit senak hati aku.
lama peram sampai jadi nanah kat hati.
mulalah keluar benda-benda merepek.

satu aje...

kalau kau tak penting, aku takkan terasa macam ni sekali.

dan bila lihat dalam cermin,

kalau aku tak penting, kau takkan terasa macam tu sekali.

...

brain failure

percayalah anak-anakku

akan tiba satu tahap dalam hidupmu, yang "even age doesn't justify your brain". even at my 30's, i still have problems with my bestie. sorry my sayangs, i, myself is looking forward to past this phase and become the usual mother i am to both of you.

love you all.

when lips are sealed but never sold

since talking doesn't do me justice.. i prefer eating to keep my mouth full.

Post scklm

Yeayy.. I did it. This is especially for my kids. If u want it, u just gotta do it.

Well, after discharging negative ions that circulates in my body this past few days, I choose to love over hatred. Time to let go and be free.

True, if you speak about it openly i might not be this shocked. The fact that you are the person I go to for whatever reason.. it makes me really small in my tiny little world. I don't realize that you actually hate to hear me rambles on my life. I am so sorry, from the bottom of my heart.

I'm not sure about taking off your future from you, because I see you a lot stronger these days and I am very proud of all your accomplishment even though our feelings might not mutual.

I still love you and appreciate that you have been there trough my toughest time. But I will let you go cause I want every good things in your life..even it mean to zipped my mouth for eternity.

I wish you all the best, you are the closest friend that I have and the only person that I can speak my mind. So sorry you hate me for it.

Lesson learned.

m'emo'

When do you send the memo?

Why do i missed it?

Am i helplessly ignorant?

Really really helplessly and hopelessly ignorant to that extend?

i take what is mine, i left which wasn't belong to me

I think you are referring to me
thank you
for your honesty

But if it wasn't me
it's ok
i am still taking it

life is colourful, right?
cause black and white is too dull.

and forgiveness
is the way to break yourself free.

between "if" and "why"

we all have battle on our own. those which people can know without telling them..or even those people know only after we speak about it. the battle varies.

between "if" and "why"... we often left hanging. the possibilities are endless. too many question are unanswered.

maybe those answer are never meant to be found. our visibility is limited.

we only have choices to make.

don't ask too much.

expect less. celebrate your being rather than curse for what you have been missing.

life is too short. be thankful.



**4 days to SCKLM... only time would tell. i have nothing to prove. i am just trying to enjoy the whole 'me' time finally.