#1) love is cinta

Dear Husband,

Maybe i'm not the perfect wife.. 

and maybe you are not the perfect husband.

but i do love you..lillahitaala.

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banyak bentuk
banyak cara

bukan hanya kata-kata
bukan hanya rendahnya tanah
bukan hanya tingginya langit

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deja vu

Aku seorang pelupa...tak kiralah by incident or by choice. Aku mudah lupa. That's how i live my life. 

Tapi, benda yang paling aku takkan lupa adalah bau rumput yang baru aje dipotong. Fresh. 

Serta-merta kenangan waktu zaman sekolah dan zaman kanak-kanak menyinggah. Teringat lagi kena denda dengan cikgu sukan sebab tak pakai baju sukan..terpaksa berlari satu padang pakai baju kurung. Teringat masa aku jadi ketua perbarisan unit beruniform Tunas Puteri (sekolah rendah) dan Puteri Islam (sekolah menengah) dengan suara itik kene penyet. Teringat zaman usyar senior feberet aku daripada tingkap. Teringat masa aku dan sahabat-sahabat 3 Setia berbaringan kat rumput kira bintang sementara tunggu kelas bahasa arab. Teringat kenangan terjatuh lalu kepala terhentak batu dan berdarah masa tolong mak kaut sampah kat luar rumah. Teringat yang dulunya rumah setinggan kami punyai laman yang sangat luas dan perasaan sangat heaven bila bau rumput yang fresh dipotong setelah hujan reda. macam-macam lagi.

i miss my childhood life. well, maybe not all.... but part of it.

i have not so much memories of growing up and furthering my education... but it is nothing that i regretted.

pagi ini, bau rumput itu datang lagi. sesudah Hana kami hantar ke rumah TokCik nya. dalam hati, ada sedikit rasa kesal sebab aku tak tahu nanti bila dia akan dapat dejavu seperti ini. atau, dia takkan merasakannya langsung. betapa ruginya.

Kejut ibu paling sweet bagi seorang yang brutal

Hanania adalah seorang kanak-kanak yang tidak suka dicium..apatah lagi digomol. Tapi, benda paling sweet anak dara ini buat kalau nak kejut ibu dia bangun dari tidur di tengah-tengah malam adalah dengan mencium mulut ibunya..berkali-kali. Sampai ibunya terjaga.

Lalu cepat-cepat dia berkalih dan menepuk ayahnya pula dengan cara yang paling brutal. Cara Hanania.

Sekian.

(Semoga awak tak malu cium ibu masa ibu dah tua nanti ye..)

5 things i realised after my 5 years in the future

I thought it will be the usual Saturday Office Training (SOT) session where most the time you'll be seeing me yawning endlessly.

We were asked to do this questionnaire one week before the SOT. So for me... yeahhhhhh... again...

But things happen quite different from what i've expected.

We were given one mahjong paper to draw ourselves 5 years from now. So, i let the picture above do all the talking.

Actually there are 5 things which i realize after finishing my drawing. I want to write here so that i won't forget it:-

1. i am a no artist. hence the stick-man came about.
2. the first thing that i drew is my family.
3. the last thing that i drew is money.
4. i am still the same old me, but better version (i hope). 
5. i am quite sure on the direction of where i'm going in 5 years. 

"think like a man of action; act like a man of thought" -Henri Bergson.

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Of all things that i hate about myself, is the fact that i always procrastinate. I'm like, the last minute person. Instantaneous is my specialty. Be it work related, to even packing for the things i love most...travelling.

Married to a man who always have plans before doing anything, sometimes left me puzzled.

Do we need to plan EVERYTHING???

But then over time, we learnt that our values compliment each other. Both of us are not too rigid in terms of perspective. So, we adapt well.

The latest occurrence that we did plan, but still struck us in awe, is to have a second baby.

**still in the mode of writing article for office. =(