Adoption by Fynn Jamal

obsessed or not..
something to ponder..

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a traveller in heart...

in time like this, i always be reminded of my dreams.. to be a traveller. to be able to the see the world through my very own eyes. to interpret things that i saw using my own line of words. to put all the words in nice order and create some wisdom sentence from a rough journey.

 

in time like this, i always smile for my once ignorance.. saying that marriage is one type of a journey, is totally different from believing it. what more to be in it.

 

in time like this, i always thought to myself.. that this is another kind of journey. another type of travelling. motherhood. i heard that it will become 'worst' once your baby pop out from your belly. you'll become so attach to it and you will never let it go. you'll be addicted to it. you are more than willing to die for it. a kind of obsession that you will never get enough of.

 

in time like this, i always know that God always know what is best. and i am thankful for each and every scar and bruises that i have through my journey so far, and in my heart i know that there is always more to come.

 

for now, i am thankful that i have the most forbearing person in my entire life to be with me. it is never easy to fix a shattered glass. for i never know what God's plan for us, and most of the time i feel like i doesn't match your kindness, i always hope that you will be my imam in my life and death. if that is too much to ask, i just pray that you will get the best of everything in your life.

 

May Allah brings you happiness in eternity, my dear love.

 

Tanah Lot, Bali ~16.1.2014